VENTALATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes when life gets hard you just need a friend.
Sometimes you don't have a friend.
Sometimes you wish you could just walk to someone and cry on their shoulder.
Sometimes you wish people would not make assumptions about you and try to tell you how to live your life because they know better. But actually all they know is what other people have told them or maybe they are basing their "advice" on things you said, but didn't really mean.
I always say, I need a man. I wish I had Lance. Where is a boy when you need one.
The truth is, I know I don't need one, well I do if I want to get to the celestial kingdom, which I do. But I don't need one now and I know that. I am in no hurry to get one, though I would not mind time speeding up a bit. I know I can't depend on other people for my happiness, I never have. Other people have affected my happiness, but they never control it! I know that boys are stupid and sometimes not worth my time. I know that my man will not be perfect and that things he does will bother me. I know that ..... I am mad. I have been for a while I only just realized it today though. I was driving and singing, then I sang quieter and quieter and then stopped. I came home exhausted and angry.
I hate it when someone thinks they know you based on what other people tell them. What they don't realize is that what that other person is telling them is only complaints, they never go to tell that person the good things because they don't need someone to vent to! They only go to complain because that is what they need right now and that person listens. So then that person thinks that they know you because someone else complains about all the stupid things you do. Well guess what!?!?!? That person only know about the stupid things you do! They don't know about all the amazing things you do or the kind things you do. They don't know that you don't try to be stupid. They just think you are because that is all they hear. Then they try to tell you how to live your life, and make you feel stupid at the same time. It makes you want to never be around that person and if you are around them you want them to be talking to someone else because you know that when they talk to you it will be as if they are talking to a 7 year old and not an 18 year old girl who is going to college in 4 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAAAAAA

Close your eyes

Let the wind wash you free

slipping into the eternity

traveling to God

let him come to you

 

He is searching too, Let him come to you.

It's... ALIIIIVE!

I love it when my internet works! It make my life so much happier!!!! I wish it would work all the time!!!!!

So I am writing a story. It is going to be amazing. 

This is the basic outline

There is a birthstone for each month ( but we already knew that), and a power comes from each stone. There is one person born every three years in each month who gains the ability to use the power that comes  from the stone. On the 13th year or the stroke of midnight on new years eve there was a baby born witht he ablility to use a thirteenth stone.

So I have 13 character. They are from different places in the world. They all have a power. and they are all different ages. I am missing two names. and two last niames... dang it.. poop!!! oh well.

I am supposed to be stuying for the AP test. I really would love it if I didn't have to study. But I really need to!

This stuff is kind of confusing! I dont' knwo if I like it. 

But I really want to get a good grade on my test. at least a 4.. cause I thin that is passing. It is next week!

I just realized my science final is tomorrow!!!! POOOOOOOOOOOO

I got ten dollars today. I am glad because I need money. I need to save it though. dang and I need to pay for the rest of my AP test.

the Shadow of the Day will embrase the world in gray.

The sun will set for you.

The sun will set for me.

It will actually set for all of us.

In the metaphor of the day that means we die.

I dont' really know what to write about except that I LOVE V for VENDETTA!!!!! That is an amazing movie. I got it edited and now I love it! oh my goodness. I fyou have nto seen it find a way to see it! IT IS AMAZING!

I love this poem

LONG WHILE I SOUGHT....

Edmund Spenser

Long while I sought to what I might ocmpare

Those powerfull eyes, which lighten my dark spright,

yet find I nought on earth to which I dare

Resemble the' image of thier goodly light.

Not to the sun, for they do shine by night;

Nor to the moon, for they are changed never;

Nor to the stars, for they have purer sight;

Nor to the fire, for they consume not ever;

Nor to the lightning, for they still perserver;

Nor to the diamond, for they are more tender;

nor unto crystal, for nought may them sever;

Nor unto glass, such baseness might offend her;

Then to the Maker self they likest be,

Whose light doth lighten all that here we see.

That is a sonnet. I kind of want to write one and make it totally ridiculous about the moon being cheese or something like that.

I HATE computers!!!!! My stupid computer ...... ga!!!!
We move it upstairs and get wireless internet... then the internet does not work.
So we take it in to get fixed. and guess what?! IT STILL DOES NOT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried everything ( i think) and it is so stupid!!!!!!!
I wanted to watch chuck last night and then I couldn't because my internet did notw ork. but... I went to my aunts house and watched...
I LOVE CHUCK!!!!!!!
Chuck is so amazing... oh my goodness...
"I know kung fu!" haha... oh man!

Once Upon a Dream

This is the cutest movie!!!!! On my goodness. 

Rachel and I are going to have an Enchanted Party and dress up like princesses

I don't really have anything to say right now except that I really wish that high School were over with and I had money for college!