Thursday, October 30, 2008

BOOKS!


:D I love these books!
I love this author... Shannon Hale... oh she is a good one.
Read these books! also by her : Book of a thousand days, the princess academy
.:D and brandon sanderson books
AH!!!!!! Oh this is good!

Friday, October 24, 2008

Bravery?

It is easy to be brave from a safe distance - Aesop
I find it so easy to talk in front of people, when faced with opposition.
Yet when it comes to my friends, it is hard to tell them some things.
Go at it boldly, and you'll find unexpected forces surrounding you and coming to your aid. - Basil King
How do I tell the people I love most about things that will hurt them?
How can I hurt them in that way?
Fortune Favors the Brave - Aida
I guess I either need to get it over with and tell them, or just get over it. Either way I need to get over it.
Anyway onto a more exciting topic.

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return they were always yours. If they don't, they never were. - Anon.
Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up. -James Baldwin
The Best proof of love is trust. - Joyce Brothers
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. - H. Jackson Brown, Jr.
One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving. - Paulo Coelho
Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small and enkindles the great! - Comte DeBussy-Rabutin
Love builds bridges where there are none. - R.H. Delaney
The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection, and not a fountain: to show them we love them not when we feel like it, but when they do. - Nan Fairbrother
Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says: ' I need you because I love you.' - Erich Fromm
Love doesn't just sit there like a stone; it has to be made, like bread, remade all the time, made new. - Ursula K. LeGuin
Ama me fideliter! Fidem meam noto: De corde totaliter Et ex mente tota, Sum persentialiter Absens in emota.
Latin: Love me faithfully! See how I am faithful: With all my heart and all my soul I am with you though I am far away. - Carl Orff

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Horrible

How can I feel so horrible?!?!
I think I am getting sick and all I want to do is sleep and read. I don't want to do ANYTHING!
Maybe I am just have a bout of senioritis. That is most likely it. Ontop of that is the cold I have.
Well I actually don't have a cold yet but It is getting there.
Everytime m y throat itches I know that I am going to get a cold. it sucks.
I am excited for our music group. I am very excited. but this is going to be alot of work... ALOT!
Phew.....

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Love

Well Gambit is my favorite x-men. but Cyclops is my favorite.... I dont' know. I love him only Gambit is better.
like Scott and Jean are an AMAZING couple but Jacob and Renesmee kick butt!
Kinda like Gamibt and Rogue are AMAZING but are TOTALLY beat out by Aida and Rademes!!!!!
Speaking of Aida....

I SAW IT!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my goodness! That is my favorite musical of all time! and I saw it!!!!
I am going to see it again soon! Morgan went with me and she wants to come again. so i think I may see it with Emily and Sherrie and Morgan! I am really excited!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Friday, October 10, 2008

X-MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I LOVE X-MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

that was when I ruled the world


I need sleep

I feel all sad and everything I have done wrong comes crashing down. when I am not tired I dont' feel this way.. so time to finish my bok and go to bed! yay!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

General Conference

Elane S. Dalton -

The will to win means nothing without the will to prepare.

Return to virtue

Call for a return to virtue.

Elder Robert D. Hales -

Silence is not submission or weakness but christan courage.

Boldness should not be confused with overbearingness.

Be slow to take offense and quick to forgive.

" I am doing a great work and cannot come down, why then should the work cease whilst I descend?"

Love your Accusers

President Henry B. Eyring -

Be a peacemaker If we are unified we will move with power to do the things God wants us to do.

President Dieter F. Uchtdorf -

Lift where you Stand

Her faith overcame fear, she would not bewail tragedy, her hope overcame dispare.

hope is the beam of sunlight that pierces the darkness.

Walk in the light

Walk in the goodness of God

In times of distress we can hold to the hope that things will work together for our good.

Hope even when everything around you contradicts that hope.

One step at a time

Fear not little flock... God is waiting with open arms to recieve.

CHIOR - Do what is right

Do what is right let the consequence follow.

Be faithfull and fearless!

God will protect you then do what is right

Elder Dallin H. Oaks -

We are living in the perilous times that were prophesied by the prophet Peter.

Prepare to Participate

Sacrament meeting is not a time for conversation.

The song of the righteous is a prayer to the Lord

"This music is for worship not performance"

Marcos A Andukitus -

Become a powerful example

The Book of Mormon combined with the Spirit is the most powerful way of conversion.

I know there is a prophet of God on the earth

I know Jesus is the son of God and that is the only name where by we can gain salvation.

the Book of Mormon is a spiritual banquet

with God we can know ALL things!

The Book Of Mormon Is the Word Of God.

Elder Neil L. Anderson -

There are days when we feel inadequate and have trouble finding spiritual footing, we show how strong we are by how we handle it.

You don't know everything but you know enough

You know enough to do what is right

I do know God loves me, I do.

Faith is not only a feeling it is a decision!

Fear and Faith cannot exsit in our hearts at the same time

Heavenly Father makes all of his children different

"When Heavenly Father made me he made it so I could not hear and that makes me special. When Heavenly Father made you he gave you no legs and that makes you special. When Jesus comes i will hear and you will have your legs, Jesue makes everything better."

CHIOR -

Oh How Joyful it will be when our savior we shall see!

Oh what songs we then will sing to our Savior, God, and King!

All array in spotless white we will dwell in truth and light. We will sing songs of praise

Every living thing there in shall in love and beauty dwell

Sister Silvia H. Allred -

Endure to the end

The gosple is the compelling force in my life

"when we save a girl, we save generations"

God loves ALL his children

Love, Peace, Happiness

Prepare yourself for missionary service

This is the Lords work and he wil help us do it!

Elder L. Tom Perry -

1. Food ~ Word of Wisdom
2. Clothing ~ Simple and Modest, when we wear modest clothes we invite the spirit. Choose the right
3. Shelter ~ do not live beyond your needs, do not run into debt, buy only a house you need, live within your means, stay out of debt, save for a rainy day
4. Fuel ~ spiritual fuel, completion of our journey requires spiritual fuel, live righteously, surrender your will to the Lord, Choose the Right.

simplify our lives

President Thomas S. Monson -

John 4: 10,14

Pray for the opening of limited area's where the missionarys cannot go right now.

Nothing is a constant as change

we go from where we were to where we are

This is our one and only chance at mortal life

Distinguish what is important and what is not

Find Joy in the Journey

If you pile up a bunch of Tomorrows you find you end up with a bunch of empty yesterdays.

Learn like we should, do what we should, and we who we should

" The circus keeps coming back
I know, but childhood doesn't"

Never let a problem to be solved get in the way of a person to be loved

Do humans beings ever realize life whel they live it every every minute?

In everything give thanks for this is the will of God

ME -

We are the ones with the Doorknob, we have to open the door for Christ

Elder M. Russell Ballard -

No one can stop the Work of God

The Works of God cannot be frustrated

It is not the work of God that will be stopped, but the work of Man

there is still much to be done before God can tell us it is done

This is NOT a time for the spiritually faint of heart

faith in every footstep

President Boyde K. Packer

In troubled times the Lord always prepares a safe way ahead

Elder Russell M. Nelson

We have a Divine Nature

Husband and Wife are required to love and take care of each other

Marriage is like an orchestra, you have to put an effort into it.

Minimize personal demands and maximize loving selflessness

Elder William D. Oswald

Teaching

Good Teaching
1. Show love to those you teach and call them all by name
2. Teach from the scriptures
3. encourage the pondering of Gosple Truths

Elder Eduardo Gavarrel

We will blow the flame together

Elder Carlos A. Godoy

~me~ We do not need something powerful, we just need faith

This is a good seed

Elder Quentin L. Cook

We are not going to suffer any more that is for our good

The rain falls on the Just and Unjust

every cloud we see does not bring rain

keep the commandments

when times become hard to bear... I remember Christ knows my trials

" Hope you know I had a hard time"

President Thomas S. Monson

Remeber what was said ^

We are a global church

Be men and Woman of Honsety and integrity in everything we do

Remeber to who you pray

Listen for his voice

LEt us open our door.. and welcome our Savior

Friday, October 3, 2008

Tainted Victory

Arabella held her skirts above her slippered feet as she mounted the spiral staircase. Anticipation fluttered in her stomach when she thought of the escape that was going to take place that night. Veering off to her right Arabella entered into her bedroom. She sat on the floor next to her spacious closet and exchanged her slippers for riding boots.
Her life had been made up of frivolous wants and desires, up until a few weeks ago when she had met Darius.
The vagabond Darius arrived at the castle disheveled and exhausted. He did not fully become part of castle life until a few days later, when he emerged from the dense cloud of suspicion that had been cast over him in the few days he had been out of contact with the world.
Some had said he was a spy from King Ezra. Others had said he was one of the famous Riders, who sought only for the freedom of everyone around them. Whether he was a rider, a spy, or some mysterious third thing, he was a threat to King "Arabella's Dad."
When he emerged from his isolation the King threw a grand party for him. And that was the place Arabella first set eyes on this dashing young stranger who changed her life for the better.
He drew her aside and told her of a life where a person could work with their own two hands, where there was something special about finishing a project, a sense of accomplishment.
She fell in love with his idea’s and in turn with him.
But their love could not last. He was soon banished from the kingdom upon penalty of death. One of the Arabella’s admirers told her father, the king, that Darius had only come to the castle to take Arabella away from the king. Outraged, the king forbid Darius to set foot in his kingdom ever again, forcing Darius to leave that very evening.
Before he left however he was able to contact Arabella one last time, pleading with her to come away with him. No matter how much she wanted to, Arabella could not, for her father was watching her every move and would kill Darius if she left the castle that night. Darius left with a promise to return for her before the first snowfall.
Finally that day had come. The leaves had changed and fallen, and a page came bearing a letter for Arabella. A letter from Darius. She was to leave that night, claiming she was going for a nighttime ride. He would meet her 42 strides from the edge of the southern tip of the forest.
Arabella donned a plain, brown riding dress and exited her room. She walked excitedly to the kitchen, asking for a few rolls and some jerky. The items were handed to her wrapped in a pastry cloth.
Walking out to the stables Arabella tried her hardest to not run.
While mounting her steed a stern voice called out to her.
“Arabella!”
Her heart sank as she recognized her father’s voice. Turing in the saddle, she donned a fake smile.
“Hello, father. I was just going for a short ride.”
“ Ah, is that so? Why then did I find this letter on your desk?” The king answered with a smug look on his face, waving Darius’s letter in front of her.
Arabella gasped, searching for the letter on her person, as if the letter her father held in his hand was not the real letter.
“ It hurts me to do this dear, but I cannot have my kingdom ransacked by my own daughter and some crook she happened upon.” He frowned slightly, then took a torch from the soldier to his right and cast it at Arabella’s feet, setting the hay instantly on fire.
Arabella’s horse reared and sparks flew up when he landed on the burning hay. The sparks flew into Arabella’s eyes, causing her to scream and her horse to bolt forward.
Galloping away from the stables, Arabella struggled to remain on her horse. Instinct begged her to rub her eyes, to ease the burning. But she could not; her horse was galloping so quickly that if she let go, she would be swept away with the wind.
What seemed like hours later, the horse came to a labored stop and Arabella slid from it’s back. She landed on the ground and began sobbing. Surly she would have missed Darius, even if she had passed him, he could not have stopped her horse. Her eyes hurt so badly, and when she opened them they just hurt worse.
Arabella cried herself into a fitful sleep. Dreaming about Darius and the sun.
Arabella was startled into wakefulness by strong hands lifting her into a warm embrace.
“Darius?” She asked hopefully, knowing it was not, he was much slighter.
“ No, Lady, my name is Leander of the elves. I have come to give you solace with our people.”
Leander carried her for miles, never seeming to tire. Arabella could tell when they neared the elves city, because from the steady stream of cheerful voices she heard coming from somewhere in front of her. She felt happier just by listening to their voices.
Leander set her down, letting her lean on his arm as she walked through the city. Suddenly he stopped and she felt him turn toward her.
“Lady Apparition, this is where I leave you.” Leander said as he let go of her and walked away.
Arabella sighed, feeling more alone than she had since Darius first left. Once again, she sank to the ground, feeling the tears threaten to overwhelm her. Cradling her head in the crook of her arm, she slowly opened her eyes for the first time since the night before. The expected brightness did not come, no bright colors, no people walking to and fro, nothing but black.
The tears cascaded down her face as she realized her sight was gone forever. Never again would she see the sun, a leaf, or Darius’s beautiful face.
Crunch. Arabella’s head snapped up as she searched with her ears for the direction the noise had come. Crunch. It sounded closer this time. Arabella stood up shakily and backed away only to trip over a fallen branch, landing on the crunchy leaves.
The crunching increased in pace and Arabella screamed. But her scream was cut off as a hand covered her mouth.
“Shh…. Shh, my love, it is me!” Darius cooed as he gathered her into his arms and rocked her back and forth. Arabella laughed breathlessly running her hands over his flawless face, reassuring herself this was actually him. He kissed her lightly once, then pulled away. Arabella, whose hands were still on his face pulled him to her again and she kissed his cheeks, his nose, his mouth.
“Did you miss me?” Darius said laughing. But the joyful sound died as his eyes rested on hers.
“What is wrong?” Arabella asked when she grew silent.
He touched her eyes gently, wishing he could give her back her sight.
“What happened?” His pained voice cut through the silence.
Arabella sighed and told him of her father causing her to lose her sight.
“I wish I had gone with you that first night you asked me too.” She said quietly after a moment of quiet.
Darius did not speak for a few minutes then suddenly, in a much happier tone, he said “ If you were my wife, you would never have to leave my side.”
Arabella’s breath caught in her throat when she realized what he was suggesting.
“ Yes!” she replied breathlessly. “ Oh yes!”

Two days later Arabella stood in a gown made of silk holding Leander’s arm.
Leander urged her forward and she stepped in time with the music that began to play. She reached the steps, wishing she could see Darius’s glorious figure standing before her, and let go of Leander taking hold of Darius.
A man with a glossy voice of honey performed the wedding, and announced them man and wife. Darius embraced Arabella pulling away only slightly to kiss her.
“I wish you could see how beautiful you look.” He whispered in her ear when he broke the kiss.
Arabella laughed quietly, “ It is enough to know you are mine forever.” She took his hand in hers and turned to the cheering crowd.
“ Does it not feel like a tainted victory to you? We have each other, but you have lost your sight.” Darius sounded as if he would give anything for her to be perfectly happy.
Suddenly the cheering stopped and soft footsteps echoed through out the hall.
“Lady Apparition, I am humbled by you.” The lady speaking broke off.
Darius whispered in Arabella’s ear, “ She is bowing to you.”
Arabella extended her hand, “ Lady, who are you, and why do you bow to me?”
There was a rustle as the lady stood and took Arabella’s hand, “ Lady Apparition, I have known many humans, and all have yearned for more than they have, but you my dear lady, you are content to be with the one you love, and for that, I bestow a gift on you.” The crowd gasped, but grew quiet again and the lady spoke again. “ My gift to you, is sight!”
Suddenly there was a silent chill ran through the base of Arabella’s neck and went up to her eyes. Suddenly a bright light intruded upon her closed eyelids. Arabella blinked instinctively, then opened her eyes slowly, a smile growing on her face as the bright yellows a whites entered her eyes. Wanting to thank the lady, she grasped her hand tighter, but no one was there, and the hand which had been in hers a moment before had gone. Full of questions, Arabella turned to Darius, but forgot her unspoken questions as she gazed upon his glowing face.
“Darius!” She exclaimed, taking in how the deep brown of his eyes seemed to reflect her every feeling of peace, joy and happiness. Seeing his face again, she knew her joy was as full as it could ever be.

~ Know that I had to keep this 6 pages or under, and at it's current length it is 5 1/2. That is why it seems rushed!
~Please Feel Free to comment on spelling, grammar, or things that you think should be changed! thank you!
~~ And just to let you know, I will be expanding this story, so it contains more detail and such. so Don't worry! :D