Thursday, February 26, 2009

I <3 Sirius!



I <3 Sirius
:D

Have I told anyone that lately?

I have only recently decided to start telling everyone that once again...

I was reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone and I cried when James and Lily died and when Harry saw his family in teh mirror of Erised.

I love Sirius!
this is one of my favorite pictures of Sirius... ah... look at that... Now can you see why I GREATLY GREATLY GREATLY DISLIKE Gary Oldman as my FAVORITE character Sirius Black? He is nothing compared to these guys!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Chair

I hit my knee on a chair today
whilst Clay was over to play, to play
I hit my knee on a chair today
Whilst Clay was over to play, today

:d I can't think of anytihng else I did today that hurt so much as that one did...
It really hurts. not enough to not walk on it but enough that I really just want to not move it.
I have to write a paper for AP englihs and I reallyw ould not like too.... I really just want to not do anything.

I drew an AMAZING picture of prince eric and ariel. FREEHAND! no tracing no anything! i am not stippling the color in , i already stippled the outline. I am way excited. i will take a picture and stick it on here when it is done!

should I write an amazing paper today or should I just do a B paper and then do an amazing one next time?! I think I will do that one cause I still have to study for history... and that is going to take a while.

I want to go back up to USU... I can't wait to go to college
I can't wait for Soren to come back home!
I can't wait.... I can wait for Lance... BUT I DON'T WANT TOO! ga! oh well... guess I have too!

I lov ehow people say they can't wait for something but end up waiting for it anyway... or say I couldn't care less when it is actually " I could care less" go figure.

I keep trying to play with my long hair, but it does not work! I used to be able to grab a fistfull of hair without straining myself but now I can't at all, even if I do strain myself.

I hit my knee on a chair today
whilst Clay was over to play, to play
I hut my knee on a chiar today
Whilst Clay was over to play, today

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

miss how-do-you-know-who-lance-is-and-why-don't-I?

I am amking an assignment for Mrs. Stuart's class! I am so excited! It is going to be awesome!!!!!!!!!!!
Soren! I am so excited to see you! I miss you so much!!!!
Emmy we need to get together next week, this week is not good for me.
Kane... you need to update your blog.
Lance... I wish you would hurry up and find your way into my life!
Now remeber everyone, Just because no one likes you, just because everyone likes you, just because you don't know how to read, just because you have written a novel, just because I love everyone, does not give ANYONE the right to sleep during class....
That was kind of random... :D

Sunday, February 22, 2009

lameness.....

so if the most beautiful women in the world are dressed by valentino at the oscars... What happened to the rest of us?
I was under the impression that women on TV/movies were airbrushed...
So I guess if you have to be airbrushed to be one of the most beautiful women in the world then I guess only those who have been on tv and in magazines... but for the rest of us... We don't have to be airbrushed!

were Sir John alive today











Sometimes i wish I had pink hair....


I feel like playing a game....


Or maybe like telling a story!!!!


how about coloring pictures!


I love hugh jackman!!! He is so .... mmmmm

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

A Very Merry Happy Birthday

Guess what today is?!?!?!?
My 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Emmy this is for you!

:D
"When your life's going wrong when the fates are unkind when you're limping along and get kick from behind... Tell youself how luck you are!"
What if one day I just drove up? like... on saturday? we could just spend the day together...
We need to just talk about anything and everything!
I need a friend.

Just For Your FYI?

I am going to USU
I am loving my hair
Chase thinks my hair has brought on a greater "attitude" in me
I am super mad at one person or at least their choices
I love classical music and score soundtracks
My 18th Birthday is on Wednesday
there is no school tomorrow
I am going to watch The Lakehouse *squeel!*
I am going to college for two reasons: 1. Learning 2. Boys
I really like Fringe
I love Chuck, and there is a new episode on tomorrow!
I love to write
I love Baby Kyle
I love classical music
i wish I could text again
I may get texting back
I HATE when people text while they are with someone else aor when someone else is talking!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

HAIR

Guess how much I love my hair!!!!!
>------------------------------------------------------------------------------<
THIS MUCH! x 1,000 000,000,000,000,000,000

SCARED OUT OF MY MIND!

I am getting my hair cut today... then next week... or the week after i am getting highlights.
I am way scared for the hair cutting part.
I know it is is silly but I am still scared.
anyway... that is all...
and... you may not recognize me on monday/sunday....

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Eaven and Lance + the last post... MODIFIED! this one is SOOOO much better! READ IT!

Many times in life we come across decisions. There are many decisions that are important. But when you are a teenage girl... one stands out in front of the rest. All the others -- college, grades, career -- those are all lapped by the number one, marriage.
Some girls have one boyfriend during high school, others have many. Then there are still other girls who don't even date. But then there is a handful of girls who want to have a boyfriend, but don't. Eaven White fell into this last category.
While a freshman, she had many views on steady dating, and not many of them made much sense. As she grew older she held true to some of these ideas, but most were modified to something she could accept now that she was older.
What surprised her most about her change of standards was not that she felt fine holding hands, or that kissing was not as big a sin as she thought. It was her desire to break her cardinal rule. She wanted a boyfriend.
As stated before, many girls feel this way. But for Eaven, this was a problem. For her entire high school career she had been against steady dating before graduation. Never once had she agreed with it. When her friends had given in and fallen into the trend of steady dating, she let them know her opinion on the subject time after time. And now she wanted the very thing she had fought against for four years.
This conflict raged inside of her, day in and day out. Eaven thought about it constantly. Not quite obsessing, yet not letting it rest. She wanted this more than she had ever wanted anything. Yet it was the one thing she had forbidden herself to have.
Because of the example she set for other girls, she decided to follow her standards and wait until after graduation. That was, after all, the goal she had set for herself her freshman year, and one of the few views that had not yet been changed by the passage of time.
At this point in Eaven's story, a difficulty arose: a new family moved in down the street.
A new family? What is difficult about that? There was nothing scary, abnormal, or even weird about them. Just a regular family with a mom and a dad and three kids. Yep, just a normal family... who happened to have an 18-year old boy, only half a year older than Eaven.
He was very handsome. Standing at about 6'2'', he had short dark hair styled into a fohawk where a part would normally be. His eyes were dark green, almost brown, and they complimented his slightly tanned skin.
Eaven's family was outside having some "quality time" (AKA yard work) when the moving truck pulled up four houses down. Everything was unloaded into the house. The new family waved the truck good bye as it drove away, then turned to gaze at their new house. Two small figures with pigtails ran away from the bunch and started running around the tree in the yard. A taller masculine figure ran out and picked up the two girls, one in either arm, and spun them around in circles. The couple left standing wrapped their arms around each other as they watched the children playing. The girls laughed hysterically as the boy suddenly dropped to the ground. They fell on top of him laughing even harder, then he let out a deeper laugh that could be heard even from where Eaven stood watching. She was about to walk down there and introduce herself, but just at that moment her mother decided it was time to go inside and eat dinner. As a result, Eaven did not really get to meet him until one afternoon when she was walking home from the bus stop after school....

Eaven stepped off of the warm bus and into the chill of the wintry air. Her golden brown hair blew lose of the scarf that was holding it in place next to her neck. Quickly she proceeded to walk home when a warm hand suddenly grabbed her gloved one, causing her to turn around and knock into a tall, very warm, male.
"Oh, sorry, Lady, but you dropped this." he apologized holding out a purple wallet.
Eaven gasped and slid away from him taking her hand out of his and accepting the wallet from his outstretched hand.
"Thank you!" she sand, as she check to make sure everything was in it's place.
"You are very welcome," He answered quietly. Then he asked, " where are you headed too?"
"I was just going home," she replied looking up at his face, which was very nice. The boy's -- he was not a man yet, thought he was as tall as one -- dark Green eyes looked down at her.
"May I walk you home, Lady?"
Eaven smiled and nodded to him as she started walking in the direction of her house. He fell into step next to her.
"So do you live far from here?" He questioned her smoothly.
"No," she answered, "Just around the corner and up the street, less then a five minute walk."
"Really? I live right here on the corner!" He pointed out his house as they passed, the same one that had been moved into yesterday. That meant... He was the boy that lived there!
"You live here? I live just four houses away!" She sounded ecstatic.
"Why, yes I do, Lady... you don't mind that I call you lady, do you?" He turned his forest green eyes turned to gaze at her expression.
She smiled saying, "I think it is chivalrous and romantic, I don't' mind at all."
His expression turned from concerned to terrified, " I am not meaning to come on strong," he explained, "I am sorry if it seems that way."
Touched at his concern, she smiled again.
"I understand, and I think it is very appropriate, seeing as you don't even know my name." She wondered if he would even ask for her name.
"Well I am glad." He said relieved. "Some girls I talk to never talk to me again because they think I am to forward, or to dull, take you pick."
"Oh no, never dull," Eaven laughed. He was joking with her, this was a good thing.
They reached her door, and she turned to look at him smiling.
"Will you be going to school soon?"
"Yeah, I am starting tomorrow. I would have gone today but seeing as I was not quite registered yet, I would have been pretty bored."
"Well, I guess I should go in now, can walk home with you again tomorrow?"
The boy grinned, a big crooked grin, "I look forward to it, Lady."
Eaven smiled back, and pretended to curtsy, "thank you for walking me home, fine sir."
He retaliated by sweeping a deep bow," Twas my pleasure, Lady." He took her hand and kissed it, then turned and walked away.
Eaven felt the euphoria grow with in her chest as she opened the door to her home.
"By the way," He said suddenly, making her turn around, "my name is Lance."

poems

Early to Bed
Early to Rise
Makes a me want
to gouge out your eyes

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

nervous

Many times in life we come across decisions. There are many decisions that are important. But when you are a teenage girl... there is one decision that stands in front of the rest. All the others -- college, high school, career -- those are all lapped by the number one, Marriage.
Some girls get boyfriends in high school, some get numerous boyfriends, some don't at all, and then there are some, like the main character in our story, who want to... but don't.
Eaven White was one of these girls. While a freshman, she had many views about high school dating that were, well, freshman views. When she entered her senior year she held some of the same views, and most were modified to something that she could accept now. But what surprised her in that year was not that she felt fine holding hands, or that kissing was not as big of a sin as she had once thought, but she wanted to break her cardinal rule. She wanted a boyfriend.
This may not seem to weird for some people, half of the population of the school is dating. But for Eaven, this was a problem. Her entire high school career she had been against steady dating in high school, never once had she agreed with it. When her friends had given in and fallen into the trend of boyfriend/girlfriend, she let them know her opinion on it, time after time. And now she wanted to have a boyfriend. But in her mind, there were three problems:
  1. Who?
  2. How?
  3. Because she had been so adamant about it, everyone knew her for it and if she broke that now, others would follow her example, others that may not be read for that step.

This conflict raged inside of her, day in and day out. Eaven thought about it constantly. Not quite obsessing, yet not letting it rest either. She wanted this more than she had ever wanted a lot of things. Yet this was the one thing she forbid herself to have.

Finally, she decided she would just wait until after graduation, besides, that was the dead line she had set for herself her freshman year.

But that was made extreemly difficult when a new family moved in down the street from her home.

There was nothing scary, abnormal, or even weird about them. They were just a normal family, who happend to have an 18 year old boy. He was very handsome, standing at about 6'2'', he had short dark hair that was styled into a fohawk on the sid of his head where a part would normally be. His eyes were a dark green, almost brown, and his skin was slightly tanned. Nothing out of the ordinary about him.

Eaven's family was outside doing some "quality time" aka yardwork when his moving truck pulled up. They unloaded everything in the truck in less than 3 hours and then it drove away. This kind of thing happened every once in a while, people moved in. That is what happens when you live in a rapidly growing town.

Eaven did not really get to meet him until one night when she was walking home from the bus stop after school.

Eaven stuffed her hands into her pockets to shield them from the bitter cold. There brown hair was tucked into the scarf that covered her neck and her jacket hid her figure. Her purse dangled from her wrist, bouncing off of her knee as she walked. She had just walked off of the bus, and was on her way home, ready to proceed without interruption, when she felt a hand grab her elbow. Shrugging it off she turned and faced a young man whose hair was glistening with the falling snow.

“Excuse me, lady, but you dropped this.” He held up a piece of paper with scribble on every inch.

Eaven gasped.“Oh! Thank you!” she trumpeted.” Thank you. Thank you. Thank you! I don’t know what would have happened if I had lost this! Thank you!” She shook his hand fiercely.

He smiled back at her and said a quiet “ you are welcome,” before he let go of her hand.

She smiled again and turned around ready to continue her walk home. As she walked, the man caught up to her.

“Excuse me, Lady, but may I walk you home?” His face looked hopeful when Eaven turned to look at him, she couldn’t’ turn him down.

“ Yeah sure… So….”

“Well, Lady, do you mind that I call you lady?” His emerald eyes turned to gaze at her expression.

She smiled, “I think it is chivalrous and romantic, I don’t mind at all.”

Suddenly his expression grew concerned. “ I am not meaning to come on strong, just trying to make conversation.”

She, once again, smiled to herself, touched at his concern.“ I understand, and I think it is very appropriate seeing as you don’t even know my name.” She wondered if he would ask for her name at all.

“Well I am glad, I just saw that you dropped your paper and wanted to give it to you, I know how frantic I am when I lose something, even if it is small.” He grinned at her, showing his smile was slightly crooked.

“Yes, well that paper has a lot of things on it that would hurt me to lose, I am glad you gave it back. Do you live around here?” They were almost to her house; she was scared she would never see this young gentleman again.

“Yes I do actually, we passed on the way here,the corner house on this street. I just moved in on saturday. I would have gone to school but I am not registered yet and so I would have nothing to do all day if I went.” They had reached her door, and she was loath to part with him so soon after meeting him, but knowing he only lived down the street made the parting easier.

“ Well,” She muttered, twirling her foot on the ground, “This is my house… I guess I will, see you later?”

“Definitely.” She smiled again, and stunned her by making a deep bow. She retaliated by curtsying, pretending to hold a dress out.

“Thank you, young man, for escorting me home.”

He stood up and smiled.“It was my pleasure.” He turned and walked away.She sighed and opened the door, and then he turned around.

“ By the way… My name is Lance.”

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Better

today is a very good day.
I am feeling very happy.
I watched my first superbowl today. it was rather intense.
I got 4 pair of 3D glasses! YAY! Now I can watch chuck!

i love getting enough sleep, it helps me think clearly.
I got up at 6:30 this morning.. without an alarm~ oh my goodness...
AH! the garage closed~! man.. I hate watching scary movies without a boy!

ojh fjoasdijiojiojdiajgl;kdjkfl;jsdakl! GA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... next time I watch a scary movie I am taking a boy with me~! GOODNESS!

Anyway...... Sorry. I am sorry.
yeah right it is a deer!
I need another book.

I am watching disturbia.
ah.. goodness