Wednesday, April 28, 2010

reward

A blog. What is a blog
To Be Or Not To Be.
Hamlet had this thing with death, which I don't quite understand.
you know, I can think of no greater reward than to die. To know that my mission on this earth is fufilled and I get to go and live in heaven with my Heavenly Father... There is no greater reward than that.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Pain is Weakness Leaving the Body

I have never truly appreciated those words.
What is pain? A physical feeling. Torment.
Pain is not something that can hurt me.
Pain can only make me stronger.
Pain is the worst this world can dish out.
I am stronger than pain. I can stand the pain.

I have withstood the pain,
And now I am ready for the cleansing rain.
Ready to stand the test of time
Crying from the mountain
"I know That my Redeemer Lives!"

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Happy

Have you, you reading this, ever had a prayer answered? A BIG prayer? One that you have had for a long time? for a few years maybe?
Say you prayed for food. not food, your favorite food.
before you prayed, you had your favorite food, then it rotted. So you prayed for some more. But instead of giving you that special food, he gave you something that was just as good... but not the same. Then that rotted too. So he gave you something else, but still not what you wanted. Yet you were happy. I was happy. Then when that rotted, I Prayed and prayed. and do you know what happened?
I got my favorite food. but this time.. I am putting it in the fridge. This time it is going to keep.
And I am Happy.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

the Unsinkable Molly Brown

to the world, she was on top of the world. but to her, She was at her lowest. Molly Brown realized that material things do not bring her happiness. Spiritual things do.
In institute today we talked about the signs of Christ's birth and death.
I knew all of the signs, and I knew how devastating some were.
I did not know what some of them meant.

Three Days Of Darkness.
In the scriptures it says that the darkness was vapor like. You could not even light a candle. But why three days? and why darkness. Why not something else. I have always associated the darkness with Christ's death, but I didn't realize how much.
D&C 88:7-13
"7 Which truth shineth. This is the light of Christ. As also he is in the sun and the light of the sun, and the power thereof by whih it was made.
"8 As also he is in the moon, and is the light of the moon, and the power thereof by which it was made...
"11 And the light which shineth, which gieveth you light, is through him who enlighteneth your eyes, which is the same light that quickeneth your understandings."

It was dark because the Light was gone. Christ was dead. "I am the light of the world." The light of the world was gone.
Another interesting thing we spoke about was verse 11. The light of Christ was gone. Was faith gone? Did the believers still believe?
Children are afraid of the dark. Some adults are afraid of the dark. It is supposedly an irrational thing to be scared of. When in the dark, the first thing I look for is a light. Any light. Even if it is the light on the smoke detector or the stars on my celling.
When we are in our darkest hour, we look for the light of Christ. We look for the Light.
In 3 Nephi 10:13 it says, toward the bottom "Neither were they overpowered by the vapor of smoke and of darkness."
In Helamen 5, the prison was falling down. But in the center was a ring of fire, and the missonaries were protected from the darkness and shakings. The people asked, "What must we do that this cloud of darkness may be removed from us?" Do you know what they are told? To Repent and Cry unto the Lord.
repent= change.
The people were not overpowered by the vapor because they had been converted.
What is the difference between a testimony and conversion?

Testimony
- Is to know something
- is to be convinced of the truth
- is to know and declare
- talk about faith.

Conversion
- is to become something
- is to be changed (repent)
- to do, to become, I am.
- to be faithful.

"it is not enough to go through the motions. We have to become what our Heavenly Father wants us to become."

A D?

Sometimes when everything is going well, we forget about the bad things. Even if they still have not been solved.
sometimes being philosopical is as easy as saying "Leave Your Message At The Sound Of The Tone."
Well Why are you telling me?
that teacher gave a D on last weeks homework
she said "Miss Sally Brown
your grades are going down!"
I should have told her

Your new philosophy

My new philosopy.
"Miss B?"
"I'm she."
"look see."
"A D?"
"A D."
"Well Why are you telling me?"
and that's my new philosophy. :D

For some reason, my favorite characters die.
I do not like that.
Not in every book I read, but in many... they die.
L.A.M.E.
HAHA!
FINE
Freaked out
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
the italian job.

Every time I bring that up my aunt makes sure to tell me, "they are making a brazilian job with the same characters!"

Nothing to say. Just bored. Waiting for class to start. I should have brought my compy.
I want to write a story.