Christopher

A Group crowded around the bulitin board, pointing at a paper and talking excitedly. Trea steped out of the restroom, fingering her hair. She made her way to the front of the group, running her finger down the paper. She found what she was looking for and smiled. She turned on her heel and ran to the lunch room to find Ranna.

Christopher sat at the sidekick table with some of his friends. Heros and sidekicks did not sit together. Christopher was actually a hero, but all the other hero's were stuck up and full of themselves. Well, most of them. The girl who just walked in the lunch room, Treasa, she was a hero and did not seem to mind making a fool of herself. He smiled as he watched her search the room.

"And then he said, get this, 'why'd ya do that, Frank?" Henry finished his joke with a flurish of his hand, which had been changed to a fork. The people around the table laughed, except for Christopher. He was still watching Treasa, he flipped her hair behind her should,wondering how could she make a simple guesture like that seem so appealing?

"Chris? Hey, Chris what are you looking at?" Henry pushed Christopher, harder than he meant too because Christopher fell off of his chair.

Christopher felt the blood fill his cheeks. Treasa was looking at him and laughing behind her hand. Suddenly there were hands everywhere.

"Chris are you hurt?" "Oh dear, you fell!" "Let me help you up!" "Give me your hand, Chris." Each girl scrambled to help him up, and only pushing him farther down. Christopher hated his little "fanclub" they never gave him a moment's peace.

"I'm fine, thank you for your concern ladies." Christopher said as he pushed himself up and the girls away at the same time. Not only were they annoying, but when people touched him it just hurt. That was his powers fault. Super agility, senses, and strength. Which is why he always wore gloves, earplugs and a blindfold. If he did not he ended up curled up in a ball in some corner holding his head.

Christopher looked back to where Treasa had been standing, but she was gone. He panicked a little bit, but found her hugging... Ranna? She was avoided like the plauge, and Treasa was hugging her! Wow, either she had a death wish or did not care what would happen to her.

"Hey, Chris, the long you stare at her there is more of a chance that she will notice you staring at her." The table laughed, and Christopher sat down blushing again. What was it about her?

Not ScARd at all

No ground service? ah dang, I always thought it was kids pointless any way, how am I supposed to finish a drink in 15 minutes anyway? if I want to enjoy it it takes at least 20.

So I am Sitting in the McCarren airport in Las Vegas, waiting for them to call my name, telling me I can get on my flight. When I got here I was really scared, I thoguht the flight was really full, and I was going to have a hard time getting on. Well it is not going to be hard to get on at all.

Have you ever brushed your teeth, then gone to eat something and the taste of toothpaste and food just makes you sick? That is how I feel right now. i hope I will get on... MAn. I guess I am still scared I won't get on! no need to worry.

What Was Going On?

I feel like I need to write something. Ever had that feeling? Just that there is something that I need to do. Something that has to be done soon.
and if it is not, something terrible could happen.

She ran down the stiars wishing they would fall away. Her hopes were granted and she landed on a soft pillow like cloud that came from the water. Nothing made sense, things were happeneing to fast. What was she doing here? what was her name? Everything she thought of happened, even the tiny things like a spark plug turning into a bug. Wierd how could this be. He fell next to here rubbing against her arm, she shyed away, there were no boys in her thoughts, what could be going on. She needed to get to the end, how did she get there? Nothing made sense. He stood up and pointed with his eyes, glowing green. She started and drew back running into a wall made of toothpicks. She ran to the hall , rran down the stiars, never wanted to turn back. What did she think was going on? it was too hot,. she felt the sweat drip off of her, she began to drip, into a puddle, a colorful puddle, she moved t hast way, making waves and minature hurricanes. She saw a door, she opened it and a rabbit popped out, nothing to make your day like a hairless rabbit. She began to grow, now into a tree, but she could move, like the walking talking trees from books. She walked and a bird flew, then to an animal all different kinds. it did not matter which animal just lot so f thme. she walked farther down the road and then saw a munchkin. he said hello then she began to fly, nothing like this had ever happened before. what was going on? She flew ad landed in a readl cloud, she closed her eyes and bowed her head wanting nothing more than to sleep her fingers typed away not really aking sense of anything misspelling no punctuation wanting saturday to come maybe halfway would be nice. What was happeneing. she neede3d to sleep but her fingers refused to cooperatte there was something that she needed to do.s he wastoo keeyed up to sleepe but then why did it seem so easy. showering was such a paoin.

wow... now you know how my brain works... kinda.

Living The Life Of A Girl Trapped In Confusion

I don't know what to think about alot of things, What should I do when I nkow something is wrong but it is so inapropriate for me to say anything about it? The wrong thing is not hurting anyone but there are SO many ways to do it that could be right. What do I do about that?

28 Days....

I am so entirely bored. There is nothing to do!

'sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same." all at once, the fray

I finished my chores this morning. Then had nothing to do.... nothing at all.... I feel so bored. I haven't felt like this in a while.

I have not really been hanging out with my friends much. But now I want too... I want to hang out. I want to have a party! Why now? I don't know but I want too so badly!!! but man I am so bored. this week i won't be so bored, I am going to vegas! YAY for Kimmie's birthday!

I am also going out to a ranch to work and ... yes.

Being bored sucks. I already went to wal-mart and played. but I have no money.

oh yesterday I went to costco and got some pants.. they are ALOT higher than I normally wear them, but I feel better, look better, and like them better than my other pants! so I figures they are good!

I am so excited for College... 28 days till I go...

What day are you going Kane? 28 days... wierd to think about that....

28 days until my life changes forever.

28 days until I have to make all new friends

28 days until I leave home.

28 days until I move somewhere I have never lived

28 days until I live with 5 other girls

28 days until I am no longer dependant on my parents.

So weird.....

The Mists of Darkness

"You can see that this broken soul is bleeding, so you can see your feelings inside yourself and wander through my heart, letting you see through me now only consumes me, forget your pain and watch me fall apart." -Pages, 3 Doors Down

I don't know what that means, but it seems to go with how I am feeling right now.

I am so tired. I was stupid and went to see the midnight showing of Harry Potter (Which was BEAWESOME!) and so now I am tired. I took a nap before I went, a rather long nap. Then I got plently of sleep last night but...

"Everything is gonna be alright, Everythiing is gonna be all right, Everything is Gonna Be alright, be strong, Believe!" - Believe, Yellowcard.

Thank You, Heavenly Father!

The other night I was just crying, wanting everything to just be over, wanting to just sleep and wake up to find that everything was easy and how it should be. That is not what happened. That is never what happens. Problems don't just go away, there is not a "easy button." You can't live on the easy. You can only surrvive. "I don't want to surrvive. I want to Live!"- Wall-e

The other night I was so tired and just wanted to go to sleep, but I told myself that I was going to read my scriptures. So I got out the Ensign and picked the first short talk I found.

Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. By Elder Kevin W. Pearson of the Seventy.

Faith. I didn't think that I needed to read something about Faith. I needed something about how to solve problems! But I read it anyway.

"There is no other thing in which we can have absolute assurance. there is no other foundation in life that can bring the same peace, joy, and hope. In uncertain and difficult times, faith is truly a spiritual gift worthy of our utmost efforts."

What? Having Faith will give me peace, joy, and hope? We can have absolute assurance in Faith?! I thought faith was knowing something is true without actually seeing it or witnessing how it works?

"There is a quality of faith which develops as we focus all of our heart, might, mind, and strength. It is seen and felt in the eyes of

a great missionary,

A Valiant and virtuous young woman,

and righteous mothers,

father,

and grandparents.

It can be seen in the lives of individuals young and old, in every land and culture, speaking every language, in every circumstance and station in life. It is the 'eye of faith' spoken of by the prophet Alma (see Alma 5:15-26)-- the ability to focus and be steadfast, continually holding fast to true principles, nothing wavering, even when the mist of darkness confronting us is exceedingly great. This quality of faith is exceedingly powerful."

Nothing Wavering, even when the mist of darkness confronting us is exceedingly great.

The mists of Darkness are very deep and dark for me right now. Not only am I doing something I have never done in my entire life, but I am doing something FIRST.

In institute we talked about how Eve was the first. the first mother, first grandmother, the first mother to have her child kill another of her children. The first woman to have a fight with her husband, the first woman to teach her children the gosple.

Now I am not the first mother, or the first of something huge like the mother of the world, but I feel like I can somewhat understand Eve. She did not have anyone to look too, for an example, or for idea's about her calling. Now I don't have anyone to look to, to tell me how to pay for college, or how to pay for food, or how to live the rest of my life. No one to look to for idea's about how to start something so scary.

I wonder how many nights Eve sat up crying, wondering how she was going to do it? How many times did she feel discouraged, like she could not do this? or that someone else would be better at this job than she? I wonder if it was as many as I have?

Heavenly Father is amazing. Even when we are at the depths of dispare, he will still help us, if we will ask for his help. He will wrap his arms around you and hold you, enveloping you in the peacefullness of his love and comfort.

Frozen Cheese Trees

FYI Frozen cheese is cold.
Outside is hot

"Throught three cheese trees
three free flea's flew
While these flea's flew freezy breezy blew
freezy breeze made these three trees freeze
freezy trees made these tree's cheese freeze
and that's what made these three free fleas sneeze"
-Dr. Seuss, fox in Sox

Can I just say that I love that book! It may be one of my favorites EVER
I bought some Zebra gum today. you know the colorful kind that looses it's flavor really fast. I LOVE IT!
I also bought stuff for my dorm this morning. I hope Darby did not buy the same things. I am going to have to e-mail her! Darby is my roommate... well my future roommate!

Genetics

There are plenty of things to be afraid of in life, plenty of things to never want to see because they are too scary. But the one thing we need to remember is that "God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of a sound mind." Heavenly Father gives us warnings, and asks us to prepare, and sometimes we get scared, so scared that we forget that we are supposed to prepare.

I need to prepare, it feels like i don't have enough time anymore, but I do. i can do anything.

When you attack a man's manhood, it is to get him to do something that he originally did not want to do. or to make him feel so guilty that he never does it again. Now I think it is REALLY funny when my brothers try to attack MY manhood. Guess what guys? I DON'T HAVE ANY MANHOOD! hehe. Just now I told my dad something, my brother did not want me too, so he called me a snich. Do I look like I care!??!!?!? man. learn some genetics!

Life is Good

I bought an iPod yesterday. it is Yellow. But it was an amazing deal! I got the iPod, a charger, speakers, earphones, cover case, 3 gel cases, and a cleaning cloth for $150!! I was pretty excited. But I don't get it for about 2 weeks. which sucks but you know, oh well.

Courtney came home yesterday, Lynette gets married today, Courtney goes home tomorrow. I am so happy for Lynette! And Courtney is staying the night tonight, and... :D I am so happy! Today will be a good day, I can tell. And I came up with a storyline for a new story. Emmy, you were right about the staff's, we do need characters with staffs. Thank you for saying that because now I have an amazing idea!

Amazing, Addictions

There is to many things in life to waste time. Yet that is all I have been doing lately. working, sleeping, barely helping, and wasting time! I need to spend time with my friends, with my family, and not watching stupid shows that I love!

Soren's story was right, the human shows are addicting.

If I could just control myself when it comes to that I would be fine.

But I can't, I can't when I am reading too... that is why I have not taken any of your books Soren, I don't stop at all until they are done!

I hate it. I wish I could just read some then stop knowing that I will be able to finish later, becasue nothing is going to change in the next few hours. Or maybe I should just do my chores first. I did that one day and then just watched a show for the rest of the day... I still wasted my life away.

Well, no more. I am not going to waste my life. I will do chores, then when they are done find someone to hang out with. or do something productive.

speaking of productive I drew an AMAZING fire bender. She is so cool! I love her!

I made up a character to go with Avatar: the last air bender. She does not have a name yet, but she was in the fire nation army and deserted and is now living in either an earth nation town or water tribe... I have not decided which but I will soon. I will put her picture on here soon too. There are somethings that are off about her, like her shoulders... but oh well. She is still way cool!

I am going to park city today to go swimming at a reallly nice pool. I am way excited. And hopfully there will be some cute men there.... I just wish they did not see me as a 12 year old little girl who is very.... mature for her age. -_- lame.

The Dentist's Office

Well... Nothing much to talk about.

People need to update their blogs.

i love Avatar.

i know that I am going to school now. It was kind of undecided before, but now I am sure. I am going to school and am going to have a BLAST!

Kane, I hope you are reading this, I am sorry. I was deffiently avoiding you the other day.... just being stupid. sorry.

this is going to sound wierd, but I Love going to the dentist! Not because i like the feel of people's hands in my mouth or anything, but... I dont' really know why, I just do!

But one thing I do not like is when they ask you questions when their hands are in your mouth. ...

(imagination)

"So, Eaven, where are you going to school?" As she reaches into my mouth with a tool, scraping the crud from my tooth.

"Wech.... uh... i... fjdoakp;wekp;rjhiop" I end up bitting her finger 3 or 4 times.

"Really? that is cool.... what did you say?"

(cool chimie music as the sequence ends)

...

yeah... that is pretty much what it is like. how about you? tell me some story's of when you went to the dentist

Avatar: The Last Air Bender

I have discovered the use of FANS! like a Fan club.. not a fan like.... nevermind

Anyway, I had a random urge to watch Avatar: the last airbender. well it was not that random. there was a preview for the movie on Transformers, and then Soren and I watched it the other day, the preview. So I looked on You Tube.... nothing. I searched for it on fancast and hulu, only segments. Then i searched for it on google. I should have done that first! I found this fan site that has EVERY SINGLE EPISODE on it. it is AMAZING! though it has been cutting off the very end of the episode, which does not make me happy. That is a way cool show. My brothers were watching it with me and they agree... well James does not, but he also does not like Sailor Moon and he still watches it. and it is NO WHERE NEAR as cheesy as sailor moon! ha!

Post? MS yeah right

hehe funny title. You might not get it but I do and it is how I feel.

I blame Lynette for being so amazing as to the reason I was so dissagreable last day. We stayed up until 1:30 just talking.. and watching taylor swift video's. then I had to get up early for work and that did not go over well with my body... or my skin! I had to mow a feild down(on a driving mower) and there were gasshoppers EVERYWHERE!!!! They are so gross! I hate them. maybe if I get a seagull for a pet I will never have to deal with them again! :D

Courtney is coming home next week! Lynette is getting married in a week and a half! and... I have no idea when I am going to get to go to vegas next! I really need to go, possibly twice but I can't find a time!

I did find out that my piggy bank has more money than I thought in it and my movie money jar has money in it! wow!

I need to finish my drawing which is not working out to my specifications..... but oh well, I will ask kaitlen to help me, but I like topher the way he is so there!

Staying up late for me is not workng out.

I really want to stay up late every day, it seems that my best idea's come late at night when i am by myself or when i am going to bed, almost asleep. But when I stay up late I am crabby the next day no one likes me. Well that is not true but i am not very agreeable.

Hehe there was a pool party and they gave us stickers on our backs that said a character from a movie and I had Mary Jane from spiderman... and guess what towel I just happened to have? SPIDERMAN TOWEL! haha I thought it was funny