Joy

Do you know what happens when you decide that you can wait, that your life right now is amazing and does not need to be as different as you thought?

You can't fall asleep at night, because you are so excited for tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be a new day because you have decided to be content with your lot in life, because you have a new challenge to face, because even though you still want it, it is not at the top of your list anymore, it has a more convenient place toward the middle of your list, just waiting, patiently, for the proper time in your life.

This feeling of contentment, happiness, joy, and love, is the best feeling in the world. Nearly perfect, the only thing that could make it better would be being with my family right now. but I will have to settle with thinking about them.

This world is such a beautiful place. I keep getting distracted by the leaves on the trees, the sound of the wind struggling to push the trees to the ground. The cloudy sky seems more mysterious and majestic, like it is hiding a secret and with each fall of rain it reveals a clue as to what that secret is.

Why is it that people cannot believe there is a God when the evidence is everywhere, all around them! Every way I look I see something that God made, something he created. Everything bears witness of him and his great plan, yet some people stubbornly refuse to see that and try to pretend that they can just go on with their lives without help. I don't know how they do it, I can barely get through the morning without asking him for help in something.