Read and Think

what are you scared of?

I am scared of snakes

nightmares about snakes

pictures of snakes

and making decisions.

Why?

Why would making decisions make me scared?

Because then I am accountable?

Yeah probably.

I don't like opening important e-mails

I don't like to do homework

I don't like to do anything productive

I just feel like when I make an important decision, even just the decision to clean my room or do my homework is scary to me.

how weird.

another thing that is weird... putting my fears on the internet...

now everyone can read this.

anyone could read this and know what I am doing.

if they were talented they could see where I was when I wrote it. Maybe even what I was listening to.

But it seems as if I don't care at the moment.

Here you go world. Here is what I am scared of.

Please do with it what you will.

I give it to you to read, to get frustrated over, to cry over, to pity, to laugh, to yell, to relay any emotion you choose.

Think about what I have written.

It may not be eloquent or beautiful. It may be simple and quiet. But it is here. Read and think.