I have the best friends in the world.
Two are at the top of my list.
One I have known for... forever.
The other I just barely got to know.
Yesterday, Kane was so nice. He helped my brother get toast (did not know I was awake for that part did you!?) and was so nice about it.
He put a blanket on me while I was sleeping, and that has always been something I have adored on movies, and now it has happened to me! yay!
He and my mom were talking about the play.
she asked him if I had said anything. He said no.
They said some other things that I could not really make out.
But I have decided that I am not going to do this play. Trying out was good, but I don't want to put the time in to it. I don't know how to tell Makayla though....
I think my mom saw through my mask of complience (as Gaven would say) when I found out I was in the chior.
I was not happy at all, and so I cried for maybe an hour. during that hour, only about 15 minutes of it was becasue of the play. The rest was one of the hardest spiritual struggles I have had to face in a while.
Thank you Gaven. Yesterday at work Gaven helped me so much.
One part of my struggle was the realization that I have never been better than anyone at anything. I know this is not important, or it should not be, but it is to me. I made a HUGE list of things that I could not do as well as some one else.
but at work, Gaven was having some problems and i tole him to tell me and then I realized....
I have never met ANYONE who can listen as well as I do.
When I listen I can sympathize, but I don't dwell on it unless it was like a suicide problem or somthing, thankfully I have not encountered one of those.
But Gaven helped me realize that.
I am feeling so much better.
Thank you Kane for letting me have the book, though you really could have finished it, I could have waited until Monday. But so far it is really good. page 72.
oh and Kane.... Who are the people who want to ask me to homecoming?!??!!? Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Again thank you Gaven and Kane, I love you both dearly and am so glad I know you!
Two are at the top of my list.
One I have known for... forever.
The other I just barely got to know.
Yesterday, Kane was so nice. He helped my brother get toast (did not know I was awake for that part did you!?) and was so nice about it.
He put a blanket on me while I was sleeping, and that has always been something I have adored on movies, and now it has happened to me! yay!
He and my mom were talking about the play.
she asked him if I had said anything. He said no.
They said some other things that I could not really make out.
But I have decided that I am not going to do this play. Trying out was good, but I don't want to put the time in to it. I don't know how to tell Makayla though....
I think my mom saw through my mask of complience (as Gaven would say) when I found out I was in the chior.
I was not happy at all, and so I cried for maybe an hour. during that hour, only about 15 minutes of it was becasue of the play. The rest was one of the hardest spiritual struggles I have had to face in a while.
Thank you Gaven. Yesterday at work Gaven helped me so much.
One part of my struggle was the realization that I have never been better than anyone at anything. I know this is not important, or it should not be, but it is to me. I made a HUGE list of things that I could not do as well as some one else.
but at work, Gaven was having some problems and i tole him to tell me and then I realized....
I have never met ANYONE who can listen as well as I do.
When I listen I can sympathize, but I don't dwell on it unless it was like a suicide problem or somthing, thankfully I have not encountered one of those.
But Gaven helped me realize that.
I am feeling so much better.
Thank you Kane for letting me have the book, though you really could have finished it, I could have waited until Monday. But so far it is really good. page 72.
oh and Kane.... Who are the people who want to ask me to homecoming?!??!!? Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Again thank you Gaven and Kane, I love you both dearly and am so glad I know you!
2 comments:
I'm just warning you, if you don't do this play, it will hurt your chances to get into the next play. The only experience he had with you, you let him down. I think that's why I got a brother part and colin didn't (in Joseph).
Well, i'm not completely sure about these guys (as i haven't talked to them about it), but it seems like Zach would completely want to, and Dustin might.
And... Yes. you are an amazing listener. Sometimes you're too good of a listener, and I miss your problems.
I love you. I'm happy you're feeling better. and... I love you.
Whoa, what was Kane doing at your house? I feel so out of the loop....
-Soren Cantus
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