Invisible?

To try to become visible but to only be seen by those who disregard... What punishment is this?
I try to get his attention, but every time I do He comes up with some excuse to not to.
I try to let him know I love him but he will not respond. Only when it is the "right time" does he let me know of his love.
I know he loves me, how can he not, I am his daughter, but he does not show it.
That's how you know
Well I don't know. He may tell me but he never shows me. Never.
I wish He would. I want to have him in my life so badly. but he is not there... I even asked him to come to an XC meet and he did not come.... he did not even sound excited when I told him I beat Ashleigh.. the girl I have never beat before.
i don't know what to do.
Heavenly Father Help me.