Despiration

Living in an imperfect world
One cannot expect things to go as planned
Life messes it up.
Shtick happens.

About the only good thing in my life at the moment is Soren. She makes me so happy! Every time I see her, talk to her, walk with her. There is so much I have bottled up inside, and I can't let it out.

A friend deserted.
A Friend detested.
A life abhorent
A life devine
Why is it I cannot find mine?

A brain Churning
A stomach turning
An eye to see
A nose to smell
Why is it they betray me?

Stinging
Burning
Poison
Seeping
Why do they combine?

What will happen? Why does it happen? When will I understand? Where is he!
I need him more than ever, good thing God is on my side.

Good thing She moved here,
She brightens my day, even with a frown.
The life I live, the World I'm from,
they all are a bit more friendly when she is around.
-for Soren