Thoughts

Weddings. I am going to one today.

I am not pushing my life aside, waiting for my future. I know I must live my life now. I know that I have things to learn. I know that It will come. He will come. No matter what happens. we will find each other.
"Good night my someone
Good night my love
Sleep tight My someone
sleep tight my love
Our star is shining
it's brightest light so
good night my someone
good night!
They say true love
whispers from heart to heart
when lovers are parted they say
but I must depend on a wish and a star
As long as my heart doesn't know who you are.
good night my someone
good night my love
sleep tight my someone
sleep tight my love
our star is shining its brightest light
so good night my someone good night"

Sometimes i feel like a punching bag. and my life is throwing the punches.
I feel bad for those punching bags! man the abuse they get!

I have tried twice now and both times her head was way to big!!!! poop~! I wish I could just draw her.. maybe it is because I don't really know what I want her to look like...

Boys are stupid. well... Mary Poppins says it better than I do.
"Though we adore men individually we agree that as a group they are rather stupid."
That is how I feel.... but I do not have happy feelings to many boys at the moment. but there are a few. and stupid ******* let Soren down.. I ahve never met the guy but I want to punch his face in.

Soren, I did not really know how to help you feel better the other day... sorry about that. Maybe I will get better.

i feel so ignorant. sloppy. bored. lame....

I am happy, excited, lovely, wonderful, and all together rather well.