VENTALATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes when life gets hard you just need a friend.
Sometimes you don't have a friend.
Sometimes you wish you could just walk to someone and cry on their shoulder.
Sometimes you wish people would not make assumptions about you and try to tell you how to live your life because they know better. But actually all they know is what other people have told them or maybe they are basing their "advice" on things you said, but didn't really mean.
I always say, I need a man. I wish I had Lance. Where is a boy when you need one.
The truth is, I know I don't need one, well I do if I want to get to the celestial kingdom, which I do. But I don't need one now and I know that. I am in no hurry to get one, though I would not mind time speeding up a bit. I know I can't depend on other people for my happiness, I never have. Other people have affected my happiness, but they never control it! I know that boys are stupid and sometimes not worth my time. I know that my man will not be perfect and that things he does will bother me. I know that ..... I am mad. I have been for a while I only just realized it today though. I was driving and singing, then I sang quieter and quieter and then stopped. I came home exhausted and angry.
I hate it when someone thinks they know you based on what other people tell them. What they don't realize is that what that other person is telling them is only complaints, they never go to tell that person the good things because they don't need someone to vent to! They only go to complain because that is what they need right now and that person listens. So then that person thinks that they know you because someone else complains about all the stupid things you do. Well guess what!?!?!? That person only know about the stupid things you do! They don't know about all the amazing things you do or the kind things you do. They don't know that you don't try to be stupid. They just think you are because that is all they hear. Then they try to tell you how to live your life, and make you feel stupid at the same time. It makes you want to never be around that person and if you are around them you want them to be talking to someone else because you know that when they talk to you it will be as if they are talking to a 7 year old and not an 18 year old girl who is going to college in 4 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAAAAAA