Hypocricy

I feel so Hypocritical when I tell eveyrone, no boyfriends, no girl friends. But then I want one more than anything!

I would love to have someone I can barely stand a day without.

I would love to have someone who I can cuddle with.

I would love to have someone who can mkae me want to be better.

I would love to have someone who loves God more than me.

I would love to have someone who will watch Sailor Moon with me and pretend it is not cheesy just for me.

I would love to have someone I love more than my own life.

I would love to have someone who studies scriptures with me.

I would love to have someone who calls me after we have had a fight and appologizes then sends me flowers, and times them so they happen at the same time.

I would love to have someone who expects me to do silly romantic things like throw a party for just him when he gets off of work.

I would love to have someone who I can say I love you to and know he will say it right back.

I would love to have someone who will kiss me infront of his friends.

I would love to have someone who will hold my hand.

I would love to have someone who will kiss me goodnight in front of my parents.(yes mom, in front of you.)

I would love to have someone... with many more qualitys than I can think of.

But I don't. And I have not yet found anyone who fits any of those criteria.... and therefore I am decidedly lonely until college... there everything changes. :D

Is this picture not so cute?! I really want to do this one day...:D anyway... I am done wish I had a love life...